Pissing me off
I've been pissed all week.
I'm just relaxing today really and it feels nice.
Nowhere to go and I honestly figured that I was going to be bored out of my mind like I was last weekend but its nice.
I can do my chores and pace myself.
I can try and figure out how I feel about certain things.
Its like when you care so much about something for like a month and then after that you feel less intense about it and then you're going to explode from anxiety again.
And not knowing what my holiday gifts are doesn't help.
Well my mom's fell through which was a Drake Bell concert but he was with other people and it was at the "centers" which is for alchoholic kids, druggies, and crazies. I know this because my ex went there.
It was a sweet thought though. She said that I can go to TOC though with friends if those plans go through.
Wow this week has sucked.
I hate almost everybody that I'm around everyday.
I love my friends though for being around aswell.
<3
