NaddieXcore

I haven't posted anything of any real importance on here.
I take this as my silly site.
Buzznet is great, don't get me wrong.
I guess that until I have videos up though its all going to be little ramblings and such.

Today my big thing is how appreciative I am that most of the people I associate myself with never ask me questions about myself.
I'm glad.

I haven't been on in what...a year?
Quick update while I fix up my online activities.
I've started a music myspace.
Go to my myspace and click a link I have in my about me.
My 80s CD is blaring.
(everybody have fun, everybody wang chung)
I feel like...royalty.

I miss the days when cliques were all that mattered.
When purses weren't expected.
When GC seemed like they were real people that had a real dream.

I really started to miss Good Charlotte today.
I mean it sounds selfish but they were my first real favorite band.
i gave them my all and loved them more than anything when I was younger. I swore that they were the most honest and loyal human beings and that they should be an example to everyone. Then I learned that that didn't really seem to be the motive after their second record. Their third record was good. Shit started to hit the fan. Now...its just dead. No feeling. Catchy pop hits.
Its sad.
I still smile when i hear the old stuff though. They keep a place in my heart.

[When Benji was still my fiance.]

I've been pissed all week.
I'm just relaxing today really and it feels nice.
Nowhere to go and I honestly figured that I was going to be bored out of my mind like I was last weekend but its nice.
I can do my chores and pace myself.
I can try and figure out how I feel about certain things.
Its like when you care so much about something for like a month and then after that you feel less intense about it and then you're going to explode from anxiety again.
And not knowing what my holiday gifts are doesn't help.
Well my mom's fell through which was a Drake Bell concert but he was with other people and it was at the "centers" which is for alchoholic kids, druggies, and crazies. I know this because my ex went there.
It was a sweet thought though. She said that I can go to TOC though with friends if those plans go through.

Wow this week has sucked.
I hate almost everybody that I'm around everyday.
I love my friends though for being around aswell.

<3

I know that I still have two days of sleep. well one unless I sleep all of sunday. I feel like thats what I need. Like I need a month off from school.

Time to enjoy life.

Cobra Starship makes me smile. I love the new CD. Its catchy and poppy and maybe its not an epic album but come on! They came to make you dance.

Thanksgiving was good. Is good. So many leftovers its amazing. I'm being a fatass for a couple of days. <3

Bright Eyes is good before bed. Conor, you write tales so depressive it makes me smirk at the tragedy. Comical. Tragic.

We're the kidds that you talk shit about but what you don't know is that we are talking shit about you right back. You're out of touch. You have no style. Give it up.

You say we're fake. We are some of the most real kidds you will ever meet.
We tell it like it is.
We laugh in your face if what you said was stupid.
We don't take crap.
We wear whatever we want.
We like energy drinks and vampire movies.
Some like hello Kitty. Some like blood and gore.
We're diverse while all coming together and agreeing on the fact that we're awesome.

Our music taste never stops.
Our dance skills get worse and worse every year.
Our friend's list grows and shrinks more than a sponge.
Our hair changes.
Our eye make- up looks like a rainbow.

We celebrate musician's birthdays like its a holiday.
We know about the band, not just the lyrics to the songs.

Call us scene. Call us emo. Fuck you, no matter what.

: }

I really want a sub from publix.

I want my hair to behave.

I want Drake Bell to fall through my cieling.

I want my bestie to be happy and I want haters to fuck off.

None of my friends have buzznet. Its too damn scene for their liking.
House Warming today.
Nowhere to go.

Blah Blah Blah.
Gotta update myspace.

<3